UNDER GOD!

For someone who has been on life support with my life hanging in the balance, I didn’t know if I was going to live or die. I was awake the entire time I was on a ventilator. Which emotionally was horrible because I heard the bells go off as doctors and nurses would rush to my side. But being awake, I was able to help get some of the junk out of my lungs. I was in full respiratory failure and was flown via a helicopter to York Hospital. But for 48 hours, my family and I watched God do a miracle right before our very eyes. I was in need of 100% oxygen when I first got to the hospital. But over the course of two days, my need for supplemental oxygen dropped down to only 5%, then 1%. But my throat, airway and lungs were damaged. I am now on 2 liters of oxygen at night. When I lay down, my oxygen drops dangerously low. However, I am alive and extremely blessed to still be. Life is precious.

I know many people are blaming the COVID vaccines for so many deaths. Celebrities are not immune to tragic life circumstances. Just recently we lost two beautiful women, Diamond and now Lisa Marie Presley. But long before COVID, even celebrities were dying young. Part of that was drug and alcohol abuse. I honestly think the loss of Lisa’s son due to suicide, was simply to much for her heart to bear. Quite possibly she died of a broken heart. The stress of COVID and what everyone went through was catastrophic. But it isn’t the blame for everyone’s ills, or the vaccines. Grant it, they have had something to do with millions of deaths worldwide. I am not downgrading that. But we simply cannot blame that on every single cause of death now. We can’t use COVID as a scapegoat. This takes the responsibility off of alcoholism, drug use, not eating right, and other life threatening diseases or tragic accidents, murders and suicides. It stops people from regaining the control of their own bodies. After having been on life support, is the reason I was vaccinated. I only got the first two vaccines and was sick as hell from them. But then got COVID a few months later. It was mild compared to some cases. Did the vaccines lesson it? Honestly, I have no idea. I have no way of knowing either. I do know that I have struggled more with breathing. Is that from COVID, the vaccines, or because I already had a compromised lung issue? I have to take responsibility for my own health. We all do and we have to stop idolizing celebrities. Why? Because they are only human! Some people put their focus on the wrong thing and when that wrong thing is taken, they don’t know how to handle it. This is why we MUST put our attention on the Lord Jesus Christ. He won’t leave anyone of us who cry out to Him. Some people commit suicide if their wife, husband, or significant other ends the relationship. This is extremely sad. No person should replace the Lord. If my boyfriend wants to leave me, my response would be, “Don’t let the door hit you in ass.” Or, “Want me to help pack your bags?” I mean seriously. My contentment is in the Lord. He is my rock, not a man. But I am still responsible for the choices I make. My self worth is in HIM! He died for me. He died for you. We spend so much time dealing with time. Humans are subjected to earth – dealing with the tick of the clock. It is passing each one of us by, second by second. I cannot believe I am already sixty years old. But I do not think I am sixty. I still think and act very young. The Bible states in Proverbs 23:7, “For as he thinks in his heart, so is he.” Still, I would not want to not be sixty. I am a Grammy now to four beautiful grandchildren. I don’t want to turn the clock back to where I didn’t have them. Also, seeing my four children grown up and who love the Lord, is my gift from God. But I do miss their younger days when I had them with me all the time. I can’t help that. I think I will always miss those years.

Still, as previously stated, time is ticking forward. No one can stop it. It is part of our existence. Life is precious, people. We have to cherish every second of it. Maybe this will help us be a little kinder or a little more patient. Or perhaps it will help us take much better care of ourselves. Self care is not selfish. It is essential to our mental, physical and spiritual well being. Look, eternity is the issue, not the constraints of the time we are living in. I do not know what your relationship with the Lord is. But salvation is a must. I added a link to Kenneth Copeland Ministries. https://www.kcm.org/real-help/salvation/next/video-prayer-salvation. This is a video prayer for salvation. Plus, they have so many difference resources to help you. I talk about the reality of Hell a lot in my books and blogs. I added this book here, A Divine Revelation of Hell. It is posted at the end of every book I write. https://www.amazon.com/Divine-Revelation-Hell-Mary-Baxter/dp/0883682796. Father God wishes that none should perish.

“The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some men count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.” 2 Peter 3:9

He does not want any human in Hell. It is a place created only for the Satan and his minions. But when you have people like Harris, Pelosi and Schumer, angry that a bill passed making it legal for a baby to have to get medical attention, if he or she survives an abortion, it is evident they have no fear of the afterlife and what eternity in Hell will actually be like. I mean honestly. How can someone be angry that a helpless infant is entitled to receive medical attention, should he or she survive an abortion? This is simply vile! Oh, but a man just recently who abandoned his dog was arrested. I wrote more about this yesterday. https://julianalove.com/2023/01/12/be-as-brave-as-our-founding/.

On another note, please tell me what the hell setting off fireworks at Mr. Rushmore ON THE 4TH OF JULY, has anything to do with Biden? His administration has already told them in South Dakota that they cannot. I guess he is angry his face isn’t carved into that mountain.

The Obama/Biden administration is the most un-American administration in our history! But we all know they are trying to do away with the America it was founded on. They want to create a new America that is based on Socialism. But God sees their wickedness and how their hearts are far removed from Him.

“I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America , and to the Republic for which it stands,

one Nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”

The Obama/Biden Administration is wanting to take out the, “under God,” part. In fact, I have seen this pledge in various places with the, “under God” part removed. “Indivisible,” is defined as: “unable to be divided or separated.” This country hasn’t been this divided since the Civil War. We are now fighting against the domestic terrorism, of the Obama/Biden administration. Public prayer is being banned.

“After a federal judge banned public prayer, ruling it UNCONSTITUTIONAL,

we appealed to the Supreme Court.” ACLJ

But was not the prayers for Damar on that football field public, for ALL the world to see? What are they going to do, arrest everybody?

“But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security.” Declaration of Independence

Abuses: use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse; to treat with cruelty

Usurpations: an act of usurping; wrongful or illegal encroachment, infringement, or seizure. illegal seizure

Despotism: the exercise of absolute power, especially in a cruel and oppressive way.

Right: a moral or legal entitlement

Duty: a moral or legal obligation; a responsibility.

We have a moral, legal right, obligation and a responsibility, to throw off such governments who abuse, usurped (take a position of power or importance illegally or by force), and reduced (bring someone or something to a lower or weaker state, or condition), its citizens under cruel and oppressive abuse of power.

This is the whole Obama/Biden administration in a nutshell. They want to lower and weaken the American people to the point, we become so low that we are forced to do whatever the hell it is they want us to. I have one name for this…HITLER!

AMERICANS… you best better be waking up and rising up against this tyranny!

Juliana Love